Wednesday, September 10, 2008
what is it..
what can i do..
lifemarks by:ruthakapeajay
i have been wondering bout my life..
what can i do..what am i capable of doing..what can i excel in..
i wonder if you have this experience that you feel that you do not excel in anything..
i do..
i'm feeling that i getting lesser and lesser confident about myself..
like i cannot do anything well..
I have been waiting and waiting for God to place me in a place that i can excel..
but i hear no answer..
pastor once told me that waiting is a long process..
i can sincerely say i understand this feeling..
its like you long for an ans and the ans just do not come..
i know i must have patience with God..
and God must be teaching me to wait upon Him..
but im losing it..
i cant seemed to wait any longer..
i want to do something to change my present life..present situation..
but i am afraid that if i make a decision now..God will make me go one round again to where He wants to lead me to ..
i am afraid to make any mistake..
Lord teach me to be patience..
only by waiting upon you..will i enjoy what you have in place for me..
in his heart a man plans his course..
but the lord determines his step..proverb 16:9
my want-to-be-humble life..
really want-to-be..
Who am I really: Ruth.Peajay.Juan2 (the rest don't need to find out)
What do i like to do: Slack. Read. Slack. Swim. Slack. Eat. Slack. Kayak.
Slack. Play Touch rugby
What am i afraid of: insects. cough. flu. sadness. to be tickled. animals
What i long to be: Faithfully and faith-filly following GOD no matter what happens in my life.
What am i doing now: waiting (not patiently) for God's direction to walk my humble life w Him.
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