Wednesday, September 10, 2008
what is it..
what can i do..
lifemarks by:ruthakapeajay
i have been wondering bout my life..
what can i do..what am i capable of doing..what can i excel in..
i wonder if you have this experience that you feel that you do not excel in anything..
i do..
i'm feeling that i getting lesser and lesser confident about myself..
like i cannot do anything well..
I have been waiting and waiting for God to place me in a place that i can excel..
but i hear no answer..
pastor once told me that waiting is a long process..
i can sincerely say i understand this feeling..
its like you long for an ans and the ans just do not come..
i know i must have patience with God..
and God must be teaching me to wait upon Him..
but im losing it..
i cant seemed to wait any longer..
i want to do something to change my present life..present situation..
but i am afraid that if i make a decision now..God will make me go one round again to where He wants to lead me to ..
i am afraid to make any mistake..
Lord teach me to be patience..
only by waiting upon you..will i enjoy what you have in place for me..
in his heart a man plans his course..
but the lord determines his step..proverb 16:9
Monday, September 8, 2008
what is it..
how much it cost to maintain a household..
lifemarks by:ruthakapeajay
if you have not thought of how much it will cost..think about it again..
if you think maintaining a household is not that difficult..think about it again..
if you think you can manage and handle it..think about it again..
i once thought that maintaining a household is not that difficult and it is as easy as earning just your keep..but i am proved terribly wrong..only now that the lord showed me how little i have thought..how little that i have thought about my parents..how much they have sacrificed for the family..even for me..it is never easy to handle a household no matter how easy that might seemed..
until the moment i have to take over from my parents this responsibility..did i know how difficult and stressful that is..
Lord..i have no idea how am i going to handle it or even manage..i have no clue how am i going to cope..but with you i have this confidence that you will get me out of it..thou..i might not stop worrying about it.. teach me to wait upon you, my lord..
think again..what will you do if one day you are asked to manage a household..
you will appreciate what your parents are doing for you now..
what is it..
im back!!
lifemarks by:ruthakapeajay
yes!!im back!!whole new blog..whole new skin..woohoo!!
everything also new!!
so happy!!feel so good!!lol!!maybe i'll enjoy blogging more??lol!!
we shall see..
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
what is it..
lifemarks by:ruthakapeajay
constructing-in-process
my want-to-be-humble life..
really want-to-be..
Who am I really: Ruth.Peajay.Juan2 (the rest don't need to find out)
What do i like to do: Slack. Read. Slack. Swim. Slack. Eat. Slack. Kayak.
Slack. Play Touch rugby
What am i afraid of: insects. cough. flu. sadness. to be tickled. animals
What i long to be: Faithfully and faith-filly following GOD no matter what happens in my life.
What am i doing now: waiting (not patiently) for God's direction to walk my humble life w Him.
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